Dear Brother,
I actually thought of writing you a letter like I did last time but I have this feeling that a open letter would make you much happier. As this is the last month of the year, I happened to check my diary of 2018 and surprisingly you have been my only source and reason to smile in this whole year. This year has been a challenge to me both physically and emotionally and I was at my lowest spirits. This year has raised all kinds of questions in my mind to the extent where I doubted every choice of my life.I was always known as this over talkative one in my friends group but this year has been the opposite. I haven’t talked to any of my friends even for an hour. I’m not sure if it’s completely on my part, but I happened to avoid everyone. That wasn’t easy to talk to people. Talking to people and hanging out with them has become the most difficult task and slowly I was in this new world of mine fortunately or unfortunately which had only me. I thought that was the easiest way because I was so low mentally that I couldn’t tolerate other person. I had always tried to be this mature person who accepted people for what they are and has always been a big person in the group. But having so much to deal with myself, it has become difficult to deal with others. I couldn’t take anything from anyone and that made me just more and more vulnerable. Cutting off people was the easiest thing I could do at that time and that eventually happened. Asusual, I tried my best coming out of all this and I’m still trying. Apart from all the things that happened to me this year, there’s something that made me smile and lifted my spirits and That’s YOU. I have never told you all these and I have been the same vulnerable person with you too but it didn’t matter to you. Your love to me has been the same and surprisingly you have been even more attentive and responsible. No matter what I did, you always found a way to make me smile knowingly or unknowingly. You have been my only source of happiness this whole year and that means a lot to me. You are the only person with whom I didn’t hesitate talking and I’m so glad it’s you. You have been the reason that somewhere in between I constantly remembered my trueself and fought with everything. The respect you gave me and the fact you made me and my decision s matter to you has made me feel important. You can’t even imagine what it did to me and how much it mattered. I’m proud of the man you are becoming and I wouldn’t trade you for the entire world. I have always made you know that; No matter what our circumstances are; I will always be there for you. This time you gave me confidence to say…” No matter what happens, we will always be there for each other.” Love you loads. I know this is early but consider this open letter as my new year gift to you. Thank you for everything surya❤❤ You are the best thing that happened to me.
_ Jahnavi Chowdary.
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